something about her

This posting maybe like ANCUR (ajang Curhat)
But unfortunately, I using my daily Language.

HOOOEEEKK !!

Someone.
I think she will disappear in my mind.
But,
I don’t know what I must do again
She always come to my dream

She always smile at me in the dream
In the real world
impossible


Is she my true love??
Or I just feel like that??
I try to hide what I feel inside my heart.


Actually, she didn’t recognize I always beside her
I think like that.


Maybe, I can’t seems to face the truth
I always don’t want to turn around.
If I turn around in the wrong moment
Maybe, you with someone else.
what suppose I do when it come true??
I just cant figure it out.


Aren’t our memories supposed to fade?
At the first time,
I don’t think it be this hard.
But now ?
Tell me.
Why you’re so hard to forget?


Now.
I must keep distance for you.
I don’t want to make myself like yesterday.



Yesterday is yesterday
Today is give
And Tomorrow will be a Surprise

I’m out now.
I’m on my own now




The last question.
“how I let you go ??”


Any suggest ??